Jun 29, 2007 18:54
Had a really good chat with Erika this morning! ~ Thanks Erika... My converstaion with her made me see i've just been wallowing in self pity far too long.. I just realised how stupid i've been. But then again when am in that state there was nothing better i could think of i guess. Am slowly getting better now.. So maybe that is why am feeling a little more positive. I just realised too that i've forgotten to look at the blue skies and check out the white fluffy clouds. Which i always used to do. All i see these days is the colour grey. It's a pathetic state of life. Only if you are a little positive can you enjoy life. So i have had enough! Am taking Erika's advice.. only if i look for fun will it come to me. So i'll quit being so jaded..
Am going to make the best of what i have and keep trying!