Renewed sense of positivity
I had to go to KL over the weekend.... for a wedding. Gawd i hate the travelling. Anyway all the work stress piled up on me plus travelling stress that i came down with the flu. Popped a couple of panadols and rashes broke loose! All over my front and back. I panicked! ~ I tried to calm myself down.
Had to go to temple cos my granny insisted i came over they wanted to pray for me. So i did. After the prayers my aunt flipped to a random page in the holy book known as Gurbani. And i just felt like my qns were answered.
I've been having this lingering thought if God does exist in my religion. BEcause u know who has been putting funny thoughts in my head. And saying Islam is the only true religion and god only exists in that religion and no other.
So the verse that came out was " Just ask because HE is waiting for you to ask. All your problems will be erased if you just call out to HIM. HE does not know what you need of him till you ask. So whatever i ask will be granted."
So HE is telling me i do exist. Phew what a relief. I feel so much more positive after that. And for some reason i just know i'll get better.