Oct 10, 2006 00:00
I wonder when and how i sunk into this listless feeling... i hate asking myself.. now what?.. i'm in that mood lately..and i miss Erika... kinda boring going to the office knowing i'm not going to expect her waltzing in after 1030am or something.. and me not having to share my weird 3 o'clock stories with her.
I have Brenda who harasses me and does a real good job at it. What will i do without her?
I've decided am not selling my soul to EL anymore.. screw work.. i'll do what i can and leave the office no later than 630.. today was not too bad.. i left at 645.
I should relax find more activities. I miss yoga so am looking forward to putting my $50 yoga tights and $50 yoga mat to good use again... maybe it will help me lose more weight too... i miss ashtanga yoga... i enjoy being soaked with my perspiration.. it's a great feeling like you just achieved the impossible! And when u see yourself getting more flexible each week it's even more fulfilling....
I think i seem to be going through motions.. want to break that... and add a little variety.. i think we all get into these moods sometimes...
On another note, Mr UK wants to come down now.. he wants me to plan his itiniery.. wants me to list all the restaurants he should go to... well am not recommending any indian... Brenda suggested bringing me to an indian restaurant today and i just went bleah! no more indian please!
i am in the mood for cheese though now... mmmmmm