But seriously...
Rebecca thinks i need to see her psychic now. She seems to be some healer facilitator. She does not tell you what is going to happen blah blah - like give you predictions but rather she assists you with the issues you are going through.
Reb strongly feels i need to see her to work out my emo problems. She believes this the the root of my health problems. Ok she well may just be about right. I always thought so. And one day over lunch Erika said something like , " Sharan you really need to have more positive male influences around you."
Reb told me, "I was right about Dr Lee. You have to trust me on this one." - Well ok i will be giving her a try but for some reason i keep holding back. I must be really afraid to face my own fears right now. So baby steps i shall take. I really wonder what i am so scared about? - Maybe i might just be the one responsible for all in my life and i am afraid to take responsibility for that. It's always easier to just push.
I hope this trip will clear my head. And i will get to release the baggage that's been weighing me down. It's just far too much drama which i feel i have encouraged at times. And its time to cut it off slowly. I am not being ungrateful. But it feels alot of it is guilt as well.
REbecca is so good sometimes. She just cuts thru the issue and tell u the core issue. Where on earth can you find a boss that pays you for what you do and listens to your personal problems?! - Only in EL.