Missed the boat ... AGAIN!
I finally saw him on the bus again.. and i did not do what i had promised myself.. that i would smile at him.. and he is such an idiot too. he just keeps staring.. and does not do anything abt it..
First of all.. i was so out of breath when i got on the bus.. because i saw the bus from afar and began runnnig for it... if i did not i would have to wait eons for the next one.. so when i got on.. there he was.. but i was so sweaty and unglam... and huffing and puffing.. i completely forgot i had to smile.. but when i sat down... he did not stop looking too.. so there was another opportunity there.. while i composed myself.. but i did not!!!!
And then we finally got to the train station... he walks fast.. so he was ahead of me.. so as i was coming up the escalator.. there he was in front of me...staring yet again... i could have smiled but i did not!!!!! aaarrrggghhhhhh... i so feel like killing myself.... for being such a coward...
I guess i have to try again...
First of all.. i was so out of breath when i got on the bus.. because i saw the bus from afar and began runnnig for it... if i did not i would have to wait eons for the next one.. so when i got on.. there he was.. but i was so sweaty and unglam... and huffing and puffing.. i completely forgot i had to smile.. but when i sat down... he did not stop looking too.. so there was another opportunity there.. while i composed myself.. but i did not!!!!
And then we finally got to the train station... he walks fast.. so he was ahead of me.. so as i was coming up the escalator.. there he was in front of me...staring yet again... i could have smiled but i did not!!!!! aaarrrggghhhhhh... i so feel like killing myself.... for being such a coward...
I guess i have to try again...