Getting drizunk before school....

[soul1355one]

Well tonights the last party of the school summer vacation....Im gona get drunk and stoned and pretend like school isnt starting tommorow....When Dans actually picking me up at 7:30 and I am going back.....Shit life is to short....Im finally at my last year in this shit hole...Only fucked up twice......Well two years lost is more time in life gained...Believe me dont be on time for every thing ....youll die on time if you are.....FUCK THAT....Im gona live for ever in this young sexxy body...LMFAO ...I wish...Im gona die a slow old pain full death alone, Knowing my luck...Which is tottaly fine since Im better off alone...I seem to have less stress and problems ....Unless I can find a female who isnt immature and only wants to bring me down...Though most females dont even realise thats what they want or are doing....I want either totall happiness or complete utter deppression. It dosnt matter to me...Im good with either see Ive become emotionally a fucking train wreck...Becouse being alone ...well with out love is crazy fucking shit....Friends are the only thing I have...and well their more of constant acuantances friends are all lies...Believe me you only get one real friend in life...and if you fuck that up...Well you sorta lose it all...So dont fuck up a friend ship for selfish needs and wants...I wouldnt I can swear on my own life...But if I have ever done so in the past hurt any one...Im sorry, my needs and wants have changed I put other people first...well as long as they arnt fucking ass holes...

Sleep Well In Hell My Friends, Come visit me some time.....
Yours truly,
The Lord Of Choas....