::sigh::
Im in a really crappy mood. I dont know why. I didnt go to school today...old habits die hard i guess... but i cant do that anymore.. once a month i can skip.. thats it.
I slept for a while, got up, drank coffee, and then cleaned my room. I put the posters that had fallen down months ago back up, and hammered (with an ice cream scoop) nails into my walls and hung up some photos in frames. Im not done cleaning.. but im not doing anymore today.
My dad's friend from NY is here.. they're going to a Martina McBride concert tonight at Mohegan Sun. I wanna go. ::whines:: but w/e. I'll live.
Im going over Lizz's house now. Im in such a shitty mood and i dont want to be alone right now. I wrote a really long essay about fear this morning (for english class) and it really got me thinking. It asked me what i feared. I said rage. and then i started thinking to much and reliving shit.. and i got all shaken up. im not gonna bitch right now. Fuck life. Gah ><
-Fin.
I slept for a while, got up, drank coffee, and then cleaned my room. I put the posters that had fallen down months ago back up, and hammered (with an ice cream scoop) nails into my walls and hung up some photos in frames. Im not done cleaning.. but im not doing anymore today.
My dad's friend from NY is here.. they're going to a Martina McBride concert tonight at Mohegan Sun. I wanna go. ::whines:: but w/e. I'll live.
Im going over Lizz's house now. Im in such a shitty mood and i dont want to be alone right now. I wrote a really long essay about fear this morning (for english class) and it really got me thinking. It asked me what i feared. I said rage. and then i started thinking to much and reliving shit.. and i got all shaken up. im not gonna bitch right now. Fuck life. Gah ><
-Fin.