Why doesnt LJ work.. and getting back on track.
So ive tried to change the look of this godforsaken thing... and it doenst work. i aslso just updated.. ntohing interesting thoug.. and it didt work.. i just dont understand. So. I shouold prolly give this inga proper update.
I was at camp for a while.. it was good. As differnt as it was.. i enjoyed being on staff. Although im sure not everyone agrees with me. ::shrugg:: whatever.
Im working with the actors ensamble... lizz got me into that.. should be a good experiance becasue a) i'll get me out of the house and working around a theatre, something i relaly miss.. esp. becasue im too intimidated to do anything at school... and b) i get to see lizz during the school year.
I took Chippy home again this year.. but to a differnt barn. its closer to home and is cheeper.. so.. Yea, theres that. And he makes me happy.
School starts thursday... not looking forward to that. except that i have a study 1st and 8th.. sleep late/leave early. So woo. I need to find a job. Dont really want to do that either. Oh well. Comes with age and supposed maturity i guess.
Hmm... aside from all the concrete things going on in my life.. i'd have to say that overall im feeling better than i had been since my last update. Dont get me wrong, i have my moments.. but as a whole.. im less angry/depressed/angsty as i was. i guess. im still restless. alot. But im getting there. i just have to keep myself in check and dont think too much about any one thing at a time... im almost happy.. almost content... wow.. when i started that sentence i had no intention of lapsing into lyrics.. sorry.. im a bit scatternrained.. it is after midnight, you understand.
Im gonna go to sleep now.
-Fin.