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damn im being complicated again....well atleast now i can identify how i feel. lately iv been feeling wierd around Link and i can't explain it...i feel like i want to avoid him but when im alone all i want to do is see him...i think im just not used to all this and especially in public....i feel like i need to distance myself from him to gather my thoughts and get back on track...i feel so sorry for him when im around him im so mean...when he askes for a hug i hesitate..and then to smooth things over i make a joke about it and saying im evil....*sigh* and then later i feel like a compleate idiet for being like that....to day i went to see him at the park while he was with his sis and we walked to Buruu's...everytime he wated a hug i flinched...i didn't want to...but i did....yeah im an idiet....i can see it now im gunna ruin all of this just wait....ill finnaly get used to it and he'll tell me he's tired of this....i love everything he does but im too much of a coward to say it or show it to his face.....0o damn i AM like yuki lol guess the tests were right...