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so i've been really sick lately, and really bored. i think abou things to much, and then think about them some more, and then some more, then its all i think about,and then, it gets me all worried, i need to find a way to over come this problem. but when distance is all you have, one can't wonder what goes,on even if you trust with all your heart.i really, really miss Steven, ALOT. I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him...haha..he died his hair black, i really want to see how sexy he is, hopefully i see him before it fades, its gotten to the point where i see him about once a month. its sad. but we make it through.it will get better in the summer.
My throat still hurts, i'm going to go to bed now.
goodnight
Ashley