My thought of the day...to a special someone...
Today my thought of the day is not going to be bitching or putting down. It's going to be about why I love you. I guess its the emo coming out in me again. This is to you, and you know who you are: I love you so much, everynight when I talk to you, I learn something new each time. Whether its a good thing, or a weird thing like how you like to eat peanut butter on watermelon, which I will try this summer. I love how you can never make a decision because you dont want me to be upset. I love how you can always tell when were on the phone whether or not I'm happy or upset or pissed off. Your so good at that, you can ever friggin tell when i'm doing one of my little lies. When I've had a bad day in school, and I come out to get in my truck, and you call, that makes my day ten times better. No one can do that. And for that I thank you. When we are in a store, and were walking together, with our arms around one another, I love that. You do the cutest things and you dont even know it. Like when you kiss me on the forehead when I have one of those damn headaches. or when you send me a text message just saying you love me. I get a message like that, and I just get the biggest smile on my face. You think your not good looking, but to me your everything that makes a guy hot. To me,you are the sexiest guy in the world, and I still dont know why the hell you still go out with me. I look at the pictures of me and you, and i'm like "god,we do not look like a pair" you look like you should be with some girly girl like chelsea or someone(dont take that the wrong way chaz). your everything I could want and more. Whenever I even think about you, I smile. Sometimes I wish you could write heartfelt things, like letters, or notes, but I guess it doesnt matter because I know you feel it, but you just dont like to write it. You say I'm so hard to buy for,but you know thats not true. Anything you got me would be perfect. haha...you said i'm gonna end up having like 50 charms, I would love that beacuse I love the charm bracelet. It was the most sweetest thing anyone had ever gotten me. and each charm has a meaning behind it. I think the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me, was that day you were moving,and I pulled up in your drive way,and saw that moving truck. I just lost it, Chelsea knew the whole time I was going to loose, it. Thanks Chels for just being there. but we got there, and i broke down. chels knew what to do, she went in and told you to go out. me and you just stood there in your drive way, while i cried all over you.lol. then you wiped the tears from my eyes, told me it would be okay, and that you loved me. just writing this right now, makes my eyes water. that was the toughest day of my life, but you helped to get me through it. I hope you got to read this, because its straight from my heart. How I really feel. I hope we go out for a long time, and i look forward to those days. and it doesnt have to be emo...just you is good enough...
I love you so much, and don't ever forget that.
-Ash