Bad day
I am having a bad day, and nothing is going right, and I am just typin some shit in here so I can see if my journal is working..so yea, umm I am not having a good day, I wish things would change, NOW, and I think I am just kidding myself of what to expect.
No one is the same any more. Everyone is changing, and so am I. I know I take things harder than other ppl but that's only because I have prolly been emotionally hurt alot more than most ppl have. Most of you, hell, ALL of you have never seen the side of me that lays in bed at night thinking about the problems tomorrow might bring or the things ppl might say to me, it just sux. I hide it because I don't want my probs brought on others. But I have been realizing, other don't tend to agree with that part.
I dont mean to piss anyone off, I am just trying to avoid you going through what I went through. I was fine happy and dandy until someone told me something and now, it sux. I am in a bad mood, I am stressed out, and I just cant be happy or stop crying at the moment. On top of that, I am sick. I hate being sick...grr I want to talk to someone, but now, with everything that has been going on in my life..I don't trust anyone.
It's not a personal thing towards anyone, its just a thing I am going through and I am scared to open up because I will most likely be shut down.
Well I am out! Pe@ce!
No one is the same any more. Everyone is changing, and so am I. I know I take things harder than other ppl but that's only because I have prolly been emotionally hurt alot more than most ppl have. Most of you, hell, ALL of you have never seen the side of me that lays in bed at night thinking about the problems tomorrow might bring or the things ppl might say to me, it just sux. I hide it because I don't want my probs brought on others. But I have been realizing, other don't tend to agree with that part.
I dont mean to piss anyone off, I am just trying to avoid you going through what I went through. I was fine happy and dandy until someone told me something and now, it sux. I am in a bad mood, I am stressed out, and I just cant be happy or stop crying at the moment. On top of that, I am sick. I hate being sick...grr I want to talk to someone, but now, with everything that has been going on in my life..I don't trust anyone.
It's not a personal thing towards anyone, its just a thing I am going through and I am scared to open up because I will most likely be shut down.
Well I am out! Pe@ce!