What do I do..??

[sotragic14]

I woke up at 7 a.m. because I had a dream he was here. I just sat in bed for a hour thinking bout him and looking at pictures. It's hard to get thru some days, and it's hard to think "what if.." but that's all I have been doing lately, and it's driving me crazy. I hate not knowing what the future holds, I hate not knowing what's wrong. I just feel alone and I don't know what to do...

I guess I will just go think bout shit..

Luv,
~Mana~