Feb 02, 2005 23:53
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips
02. I see a therapist
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness
05. I have gauged earrings
06. I wear black eyeliner every day
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness
08. I love to write
09. I can't live without lipgloss chapstick.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred
11. I lived in Tahoe
12. I spend money I have
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years
14. I love designer handbags
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi (Sammi got me hooked over the summer)
20. I've tried writing poetry before
21. I've kissed someone of the opposite sex
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures
24. I dislike people who are fake (I'm gonna not bold this cause it was obviously put on this list with the thought that everyone would bold it cause honestly who's gonna be like OH I LOVE FAKE PPL!?)
25. I can be mean when I want to
26. I love AFI
27. I have kissed someone whose name starts with a "B" (c, c, k, a, r, j, ... no no b)
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child
30. I dress how I feel that day
31. My room is painted a color other than white.
32. I cry very easily about certain things.
33. I'm always early
34. I barely ever study for tests
35. My birthday is my favorite holiday
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dressey
37. I am a morning person and a nightperson
38. I wish I was smarter
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. ... long story
40. I think that its perfectly ok to be gay.
41. No one really knows me (Man Jen what kinda freaky emo liberal did you steal this thing from?)
42. I don't have many bad hair days
43. I often fight with my parents
44. I am passionate about my interests
45. I have had the chicken pox
47. I feel empty sometimes
48. I am/was most likely clinically depressed at a point in my life
49. I am no longer depressed.
50. I am very outgoing
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I dislike ignorant people
55. I love the color yellow
56. I love guys that play the guitar
57. I state the obvious
58. I'm a happy person
59. I have very little self-confidence
60. I've contemplated suicide and wimped out (again Jen ... you need new friends I think)
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous
63. I like to play video games
64. I love John Mayer
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan. (this is great cause I read the previos line and thought to myself "damn pushy vegans")
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before (Mr. HERYTING BABY)
68. I am too forgiving.
69. I bite my nails
70. I have a good sense of direction
71. I wear glasses
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend
74. I love kissing.
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew
77. I am not addicted to drugs
78. I wear contacts
79. I hate it when people say they hate Bush because he is a moron.
80. I strongly dislike Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well
82. Conformity is stupid (I defy you to not conform to SOMETHING)
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the sexiest men alive (if I could bold this twice I would)
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes (I'll let you know saturday night)
85. I love my family (and hate them ... all at once)
86. I don't mind getting shots
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums (Mike kinda made me want to ... but not enough to care)
89. I can be too hard on myself (most ppl are their own worst critic, I am my own worst yes-man)
90. I'm probably going to have premarital sex
91. I have had Mono
92. I am very religious
93. I still act like a little kid
94. I am ridiculously indecisive
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife
96. I love music.
97. I have a dog
98. I have problems letting go of people
99. Jesse Lacey writes some of the most amazing lyrics ever (it's good stuff but I dunno about "most amazing lyrics ... the bright eyes dude is better at that)
100. I don't really like ice cream.
101. I have freckles
102. My birthday is in December.
103. Brody Dalle is pretty. (I google searched this chick, and she be nasty!)
104. I like older guys.
105. Ive gotten in numerous fights, and have won most of them
106. I get bored very easily
107. My parents are divorced
108. I don't even know what my natural hair color is anymore.
109. I get really anxious in big crowds of unfamiliar people
110. I dont know if I'm supposed to add something new to this list.
111. Sometimes I cause myself more drama than other people do
112. Most of my social activity takes place online.
113. I love to sleep
114. I am very devoted to my friends.
Alright who's bored? That's right kids, it's Shayna. I am fried due to an inexplicable bus error and a 1000 word bullshit essay that I'm too ... I dunno too something. There have been focus issues all day, I keep looking at the clock as if there's something I'm waiting for. But there are no big plans, after this I'll probably give up and go over to Jon's.
I was talking about him to Sammi tonight, complaining that I have no one here to gush to about him. My roomies are fabulous but they're not close friends, I hardly see them ... which is completely my fault but still! Jessica listens politely but I know she doesn't really wanna hear about it. LORD KNOWS Alex is less than interested. I suppose this is the down side to dating your best friend in the area, there's no one left for story time!
Worth it.
In other news Jessica and I have succeeded in roping Lauren into our weekly ballet classes. Which has in turn played nicely into my "talk Jessica into rooming w/ Lauren next year" plan ... God I am so good. But yesterday we put on our dance shoes and were all terrible ballerinas together. It's so much fun, but it all feeds about into how mad I am at myself for not developing any talent earlier on in life. You cannot imagine how much it hurts to know that if I'd heard Rent 4 years earlier I could have secured myself some voice lessons, some auditions, some experience. But now I'm in school, and there's work, and there's a major geared toward a real job and no time left to learn what everyone who's getting the roles learned 10 years ago ... why couldn't I have been born to a stage mother?