"Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become."

Mar 04, 2008 16:35

i have had this livejournal for two years, to the day.

i got it in 8th grade.
sometimes, i'll go back and reread my first few entries,
and there's that common disbelief that i was ever like that.

but then, i have a feeling i will do that in the future to this entry.
i think that's just one of those things that happens.

nevertheless, i think this livejournal has gotten a bit worn out.
with all the ljdrama, 50-comment fights, silly posts that i thought were so wonderful that no one ever commented.
and, you know. thaat kind of stuff.

was i ever really like that?!

i guess so.

and as much as i'm not fond of that me,
it was still just that. me.
and so i may be moving on, but i'm sure i will still come back and reread and gasp and laugh at myself some more.
so no deletion will be occurring.

however, i will be making a new livejournal.
well, i already have, but i have yet to write in it.
thought i'd wrap this one up first.

feel free to add me.

epiphanyofme

r.i.p.-
sothisistiffany.
350 entries.
3/4/06-3/4/08.

i always told myself i wouldn't make a new livejournal until there was something like a big event and i felt that i had really changed.
and well, i'm not sure if i've really changed in all this time.
how is change really measured?
can we ever really tell?
maybe. but maybe not.

i hope that i've changed. i hope that i'm different.
i hope that i'm better now, in some way.
and if i haven't changed, i'm going to eventually.
and i'm excited. i love change. i want change.
i thrive on change.
and you know what?

it's time for a change.
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