ugh.
i cant stand family.
i really cant.
its so sad to know that its those that you are blood related to that will stab you in the back the most.
they will be the most inconsiderate... and they will be farthest away when you need them near.
but then again its only blood that makes family, family.
and i hate that blood.
and the genes that run through it..
its pathetic that such tiny strands of dna that run in someones blood...
that family genes can do so much to someone..
physical health problems.. mental health problems..
hair color.. eye color..
ALL of it..
that same old family again.
and there are some.. who wish that they could pick their family, but i dont.
eventually everyone starts to hate their roots...
i definitely dont want to regret CHOOSING my family... life is already full of enough regrets as it is,to start looking at regrets from before my life began..would be overwhelming.. and probably stupid.
ever since i was a little girl... ive wanted to be a mommy.
today i figured out, i'd be a horrible parent.
....my family is big enough already-anyway.
i really cant.
its so sad to know that its those that you are blood related to that will stab you in the back the most.
they will be the most inconsiderate... and they will be farthest away when you need them near.
but then again its only blood that makes family, family.
and i hate that blood.
and the genes that run through it..
its pathetic that such tiny strands of dna that run in someones blood...
that family genes can do so much to someone..
physical health problems.. mental health problems..
hair color.. eye color..
ALL of it..
that same old family again.
and there are some.. who wish that they could pick their family, but i dont.
eventually everyone starts to hate their roots...
i definitely dont want to regret CHOOSING my family... life is already full of enough regrets as it is,to start looking at regrets from before my life began..would be overwhelming.. and probably stupid.
ever since i was a little girl... ive wanted to be a mommy.
today i figured out, i'd be a horrible parent.
....my family is big enough already-anyway.