Hmph....What a worrie bug.
Things have been a little tiring for me,Oz and Xander too. We have been on our own patrol for Buffy and well it's really kind of scary and really not my thing, Oz seems to be a bit more okay with it then I am but he's not really a "sharing my feelings" type and Xander well....he just thinks he's a super man, but he's not all that great either, I'm really overly worried, because school is so important to me, and if I keep up these late night patrols, I may end up almost failing a course that's important to me, I really can't afford to loose an A to a night of killing things that don't really amuse me. I honestly don't even know how Buffy could handle all this pressure with these things, I mean of all the people to do this for her, it has to be us, I'm weak, Oz is strong but...its totally not his thing, and Xander just likes to play, I just hope we do better then last time, ya know with killing only about three out of ten...not quite something I'd call a good night of patrol. Heh, we try really, I'm always willing to give 100 percent, even more to help a great friend out, and I guess Oz and Xander are too, after all I am the "old reliable" one. The only thing Oz and I really miss is our nights we haven't really had alone, I mean the Fridays and Saturdays are great because half the time my parents are busy on some buisness trip so Oz stays the night, I love it when he stays, I feel so...safe and...ya know like nothing can ever hurt me or haunt me for that matter. Giles is getting really worried about Xander, Oz and I being alone out in the night, ah well hopefully things get better and not so tiring and stressful. Well goodnight Journal, I will be sure to write when more things happen.
~>Wills
~>Wills