oh boy no way i caught my brother watching porn ewww
but other than that things are going good i left ec which was a great thing nothing there for me i like chris a lot but sometimes i feel like he only really wants one thing ive felt like that with someone before and it ended bad we dont you know all the time when i spend the night at his house and he tries i am good at saying no like this NO! yea anyways his friends are great but a few of themlike me how cute i know im getting over being real sick like hospital sick eww and i leavs fos sa in the morning aww hes coming all the way down here to get me how sweet my mom and grandma think i use drugs because of where i live but no they dont like chris hes not white stupid they also think im stupid enough to have kids with him yeah right im only 19 way too young id say im letting my hair grow i had to take out all 7 of my piercings i hate that but thats what i get for getting sick but oh im gonna get them repierced its gonna hurt and cost a lot oh well he has money haha eww my little brother that just bothers me he wasnt doing anything but still he had it on tv i cant wait to go tomorow i miss it and i miss chris i think ill see him nope i change my mind i dont want to see him just yet cause now hes sick i didnt mean to but i got hm sick damn im just getting overyone sick oh well they should stay away when im sick like that