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I am going out tonight. With a boy. Other people will be involved, but said boy likes me, I think. And I like him.
But.
Ex boy's stepfather is in the hospital (has been since last Friday) because he had a stroke triggered by a hyperactive brain tumor. He only has a few days to live. I feel guilty by going out, knowing that ex boy is at the hospital, crying over his stepfather. I can't stand the thought of him hurting; physically or in this case emotionally. Damn.
So that is why I am excited and sad at the same time.
This song is excellent. Download it, or buy the c.d.
But.
Ex boy's stepfather is in the hospital (has been since last Friday) because he had a stroke triggered by a hyperactive brain tumor. He only has a few days to live. I feel guilty by going out, knowing that ex boy is at the hospital, crying over his stepfather. I can't stand the thought of him hurting; physically or in this case emotionally. Damn.
So that is why I am excited and sad at the same time.
This song is excellent. Download it, or buy the c.d.