Mar 08, 2004 02:56
I'm doing the "Battle" of the Bands this friday.
I don't really want to do it.
I don't really like being around people who don't give a shit what i think.
I'm sick of trying to be a fucking joke.
I'm starting to hate my own friends because deep down i think they feel the same way about me.
I don't like that at all and i wish it would just stop.
I don't understand why people i used to speak to quite often now just brush me off and only talk to me when they need something, or maybe out of fucking pity.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow and face those people.
IT'S enough just to feel like shit over the fucking internet.
I don't need or WANT it face to face...
I don't know why when i think of things like this i get a sickly feeling in the pit of my stomach.
fuck off.