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still waiting on another letter and guess what.... im still in love and i still fucking hate it! i hate how men can make women putty. dont get me wrong i do love him, but damn u know. when is my heart ever gonna stop aching? it sux. wut u want, u cant have, but what i have slips through my hands. i think im just mad at myself. i just fuck everything up, and the 2 times i dont they hurt me. maybe its my fault.