Oct 12, 2006 22:25
Dream X Reality
It's just 2 different thing is it?
it's out.
and i'm just blank.
all blank.
i dunnoe what to say.
i dunnoe how to cry so that i will feel better.
i dunnoe what it is like to see KT-TUN.
i want to know more facts from this.
There's no reason why the jimusho would allow jin to leave just like that.
If they were so generous to jin's wish, why haven't they let uchi come back?
why would they suspend News?
why would they not allow JE boys to hve girlfriends?
it just makes no sense. It came too sudden.
I tot i could easily get over the shock after a few hours.
was still busy consoling pple and then here comes the official news.
it came finally but now the content is different.
he's gonna be gone for 6 mths or MORE.
the more part is very disturbing.
We all know what the MORE part can mean.
Uchi's case is on the MORE part.
I wan to see jin.
I am accepting the fact that he's going to study English. (he would most prob. be back with Jinlish)
But i wanna see jin just before he disappears. Becuz we dunnoe if it would just be six months.
if he could appear on Tv or just leave a message in J-web.
Maybe i would still let him go and understand his decision.
If he just tells his fans,
I'll be fine,study hard for the next 6 mths, have a well deserved rest. and would be back to KAT-TUN in 6 mths.
i would let him leave, and happily wait for him to come back
6 mths is long. Too long. n we dun need the MORE part.
There are just too many things stil left unexplained.
We still need more.
There's definitely more than just a plain reason.
Please.
tell me a way to cry. My heart is aching so badly, yet i dunnoe how to release the pain