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I had a very distinct dream last night and I feel the need to make a note of it in here. I was running around by myself in these old warehouse like buildings. There were buildings eveyrwhere, and some of them were fully built with people walking about them, doing their thang, and then there were other ones under construction. I remember trying to make my way through the building because I had some place to be, but these metal objects kept falling in my way and I was trying to dodge them and get around them, and it was extremely difficult and tiring and frustrating. Eventually I made my way past all the obstacles and found this hallway, like a walkway with unfinished plywood sidings and floors, that would go in and out of darkness...like there would be one section of light where I could see where I was going, and then it would all of a sudden become pitch black in another section. I would get to the dark section and could not make myself go through it. I would go a few feet and then turn back, and I would be dissapointed in myself. Finally I ran through the darkness, and as I built up my momentum I was going to run through the next light section, and I felt like I was finally going to get to where I needed to go, but then as soon as I stepped a foot into the next light section, the hallway became unstable, as if I had been in a suspended bridge like hallway the whole time, and this particular section wasn't safe for me to walk on. I stopped and jumped back to try and find steady ground but when I turned back there was darkness, so I wanted to go forward, but I lost my balance, and I was stuck. That's pretty much all I can remember from that dream interval.
I tried to interpret it, and realized it has a direct correlation to what I am about to face in a couple of months. Lately Ive been doing more thinking about England than usual. I feel like I will have such a hard time adjusting when I first get there, and meeting friends. I'm going to be so out of my element. I have no idea what to expect. But at the same time I think that once I do adjust, I'll do really well.
There are a lot of things involving England that have been on my mind lately, but I don't have the energy to type them out here.
So anyway....the beach trip was amazing.
I've lost another 6 pounds and I'm starting to tone a lot more. I am in love with the fact that my gym is open until 10 PM. I absolutely love being able to go for a drive after dinner, run my ass off and get my little runner's high going, and it gives me the opportunity to burn off the dinner I ate.
And also, I have been getting the most amazing fucking sleep of my life lately. I wake up every morning completely rested. I am not disturbed in the middle of the night anymore, mainly because I have competely stopped snoring all together.
I am so glad to have Justin right now. He is great. We have so much fun together.
I also love my friends. And also not having classes or anything to worry about. All I have to do is relax, and occasionally go to work and make money.
I found out I get a couple of Panthers tickets before I leave for England too.
Hmm, this entry was longer than I anticipated....I have to go to campus now to get a transfer credit form and all that shit....
I tried to interpret it, and realized it has a direct correlation to what I am about to face in a couple of months. Lately Ive been doing more thinking about England than usual. I feel like I will have such a hard time adjusting when I first get there, and meeting friends. I'm going to be so out of my element. I have no idea what to expect. But at the same time I think that once I do adjust, I'll do really well.
There are a lot of things involving England that have been on my mind lately, but I don't have the energy to type them out here.
So anyway....the beach trip was amazing.
I've lost another 6 pounds and I'm starting to tone a lot more. I am in love with the fact that my gym is open until 10 PM. I absolutely love being able to go for a drive after dinner, run my ass off and get my little runner's high going, and it gives me the opportunity to burn off the dinner I ate.
And also, I have been getting the most amazing fucking sleep of my life lately. I wake up every morning completely rested. I am not disturbed in the middle of the night anymore, mainly because I have competely stopped snoring all together.
I am so glad to have Justin right now. He is great. We have so much fun together.
I also love my friends. And also not having classes or anything to worry about. All I have to do is relax, and occasionally go to work and make money.
I found out I get a couple of Panthers tickets before I leave for England too.
Hmm, this entry was longer than I anticipated....I have to go to campus now to get a transfer credit form and all that shit....