I'm fucking delusional.
This weekend was pretty kickass. I went out a lot and had lots of fun. I havent gotten hardly any sleep at all though. Ive been working too much, staying out too late with friends, and putting off homework so that I have to stay up really late the night before it's due to finish it, or stay up late and do as much as I can before I pass out, then get up early as hell so I can finish it before class. Im pretty much spent. I think the lack of sleep is starting to get to me now too.
Today in the car my mind was wandering off onto random topics and started to see objects skipping around... it was the weirdest thing ever. Like the cars were fragmented. I cant explain it, but I think I might have been hallucinating.
Then completely out of nowhere I thought to myself "I want to do acid tonight." and then I was like huh?
Ive been thinking really weird thoughts lately. And when I talk Im so out of it and I say stuff that doesn't make sense. I'm like afraid to talkto people cause I dont want them to think Im like.. basketcase. Its almost embaressing. Prime example....I was staring at the wall and my dad says "Are you gonna make yourself some dinner soon or what." I said "No cause I don't really feel like walking upstairs."
"...Right, right."
I havent been able to concentrate on anything and Ive been spacing out more than ever. My brain is messed up. Gooooooopunch.
Although I feel like getting completely fucking trashed tonight. Is that bad?
I dont have classes tomorrow, just a meeting with my art advisor which I probably dont even need to go to, but Im gonna go just to make sure anyway. After that I'll probably end up at Justin's for dinner, or atleast that's the plan as of right now. Wednesday I work 4 to 10, Paul's closing, we have lots to chat about.
I need a serious shower, then I'll probably go out for the night. I believe I have some beer left over in Lindsey's fridge that is begging to be drank.
I better get myself together before Im committed.
Today in the car my mind was wandering off onto random topics and started to see objects skipping around... it was the weirdest thing ever. Like the cars were fragmented. I cant explain it, but I think I might have been hallucinating.
Then completely out of nowhere I thought to myself "I want to do acid tonight." and then I was like huh?
Ive been thinking really weird thoughts lately. And when I talk Im so out of it and I say stuff that doesn't make sense. I'm like afraid to talkto people cause I dont want them to think Im like.. basketcase. Its almost embaressing. Prime example....I was staring at the wall and my dad says "Are you gonna make yourself some dinner soon or what." I said "No cause I don't really feel like walking upstairs."
"...Right, right."
I havent been able to concentrate on anything and Ive been spacing out more than ever. My brain is messed up. Gooooooopunch.
Although I feel like getting completely fucking trashed tonight. Is that bad?
I dont have classes tomorrow, just a meeting with my art advisor which I probably dont even need to go to, but Im gonna go just to make sure anyway. After that I'll probably end up at Justin's for dinner, or atleast that's the plan as of right now. Wednesday I work 4 to 10, Paul's closing, we have lots to chat about.
I need a serious shower, then I'll probably go out for the night. I believe I have some beer left over in Lindsey's fridge that is begging to be drank.
I better get myself together before Im committed.