Oh how do you do it when I'm overwhelmed by a violet sky...
November
7th- Art Project due- critique
8th- Global Connec essay due
10th- FS Journal, campus obs paper due, work on art project
11th- work
12th- work
13th- Panthers game w/ Daniel
14th- Sociology Test, Math Test,art critique, Jon's Birthday
15th- Register for classes at 11 AM
17th- meeting with dept of education abroad, 4 FS event obs papers due
18th- Art Gallery downtown w/ Jon
19th- work
20th-work
21st- work
22rd- 4th Short Essay due- Global Connec
24th- Thanksgiving
December
1st- Global Connec 2nd Research paper due, FS Community Service observation paper due
2nd, 3rd, 4th- PITT
7th- Last day of classes!
9th-16th- FINALS (Carly's Bday, Mom's Bday)
17th- My death day
18th- Viewing, mourning, etc
19th- My burial day
25th- Christmas.
Im kicking my ass now for procrastinating so much. I dont know where Im gonna find the time to study and get all this shit done with work and other outside distractions.
But last night was a blast. Me and Jeanette went over to the Webber's for a little, had some coronas, talked to some good old friends, then we went to get Lindsey, came back to the Webber's for a minute and mingled, then went to Jack in the Box, had some gooood laughs, went to a Rugby boys party, and these guys had a KICK ass apartment. The way it was painted and the art work all over the place was just amazing, I loved it. We drank PJs and hypnotiq and keg beer for a little while, watched a moronic drunk kid yak everywhere, then we almost wrote on his face but he kept waking back up.....then went home around like, 2 something.
I passed out for an hour, had a sleep paralysis nightmare, layed there for aminute, passed out again, woke up because I felt like I was choking, tried to go back to sleep but had a bad dream and woke up around 4, turned the TV on and at some point fell asleep again, and had a dream about something that was going on in the TV, woke up again...so around 7:30 I got up and went downstairs to make breakfast and start doing homework.... Im exhausted but I cant go back to bed now because I have to work on my art project and paper, then go pick up Eric and go to Kevin's grave with Lindsey, all before work at 4. I dont get off till 10, and I think I was supposed to do something with George and Sara today, but I havent heard from them. Oh well :-\ Maybe next time.
I know when I get off at 10 im not going to wanna do homework, I'll end up getting online and dicking around till i cant stay awake any longer. I'm gonna fucking fail out of college. Someone put me out of my misery now PLS K THX.
Plus, I dont know what to do about these headaches. Im starting to worry that they are serious and I should go to the doctor. I doubt iIm going to have a brain aneurism.... but they're so unbearable that If I dont take any medicine, I have to lie in my room with the lights, computer, and all sound OFF, and I have to lie completely still, and even the slightest noise, like someone calling my name or a phone ringing just makes me want to throw up right then and there.... Ive never had migraines before so its kind of random that I all of a sudden have them..I dont know, I'm falling apart. HELP.