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ah, stress.
bethany is full of drama now, and i am so irate i can barely function.
i have noticed that i keep the anger inside me, a burning in my solar plexus. it leaks out my eyes when i can't hold in the tears anymore.
on top of this, one of my only friends at work is burning out, needing to leave, hating his job. i am trying not to catch his outlook, because i worked hard to get here, and i am just beginning my career. if i am still at this level after 12 years, maybe then i will be as bitter as he is. but i don't want him to leave me now, when i need adult conversation and a mature point of view and a distraction from the teenage drama going on at my house.
don't ever have children
bethany is full of drama now, and i am so irate i can barely function.
i have noticed that i keep the anger inside me, a burning in my solar plexus. it leaks out my eyes when i can't hold in the tears anymore.
on top of this, one of my only friends at work is burning out, needing to leave, hating his job. i am trying not to catch his outlook, because i worked hard to get here, and i am just beginning my career. if i am still at this level after 12 years, maybe then i will be as bitter as he is. but i don't want him to leave me now, when i need adult conversation and a mature point of view and a distraction from the teenage drama going on at my house.
don't ever have children