Mar 06, 2006 15:55
so i finally know what is going on with school.
i am on the four semester program: this semester i finish the work from last semester and three academic classes this semester. next semester i begin student teaching, and the semester after that will be my final smester. they did not kick me out of the program. but i have to justify to the program coordinator that i was worth her intervening to save my butt.
i have GOT to find a way to get out of this funk of sleeping until 1300 every day and grudgingly getting up to take care of my responsibilities. it was different when i was working at fedex, because they were such fascists about time management. i think perhaps i am rebelling against the previous compulsion to be punctual. or else, i am in the long dark teatime of the soul.
i know that the proper job for me is to be a teacher. but i am having doubts about teaching secondary school. and i know i am not going to be teaching elementary school. but there are still a myriad of other teaching options out there for me.
i have a million things to do, and updating LJ is only the beginning...