Apriil Fools!!!
So my man thinks I should write about how cool he is. Love love baby, you're the bomb. Thank you for being patient with me, and going to the union to buy me food. You got me both lunch and dinner tonight, if you weren't there for me I would wither away .... ;)
Today was kind of nice in a way. Because I fell asleep and slept through dinner and part of my rehearsal with Corinne. I've never missed a rehearsal before, and I'm glad to say I still didn't but I missed the first half an hour. I mean, we made up for it, but still I felt horrible. I am so exhausted. I ended up going to bed a little after five last night, and waking up at seven. I didn't have time to shower before my class, and I was SOOOOOO embarrassed because I smelled like I hadn't slept/showered. Argh. So as soon as I got back to the room I did and I felt a lot better. I was falling asleep in everything, and I've felt sick to my stomach all day long. People, listen to me. I'm really not as ugly and careless about my appearance as I seem to be all the time, this semester is just tough on the time factor ...
Anyways.I'm really really happy because my theory class was cancelled today and tomorrow, so that means that I don't have to stay up tonight and write out listening examples, so I'm really happy about that. You know what I decided today, is that I'm tired of doing poorly on every assigment I turn in. No, that's not what I mean to say. My grades are spectacular, most of the time. But I feel like the work I produce is terrible quality, because I don't have time to spend on it to make it good. Take for example my lit and style paper. I'm going to work on it over break, because I think I could do a really good job on the paper. And it's not going to be really good if I only put one nights worth of thoughts into it.
I had an SAI event tonight ... we went on the scavenger hunt. It was actually a lot of fun, I had a really good time and felt again like I was bonding with the girls. I'm really excited about becoming a sister ... this whole thing has played out differently than I expected it too, and I'm glad that I chose to go through with this.
So I'm talking to my girl Barone right now. Shout out to you honey, I know you read my journal. Best friends forever. I miss all my friends, particularly Jess Spear and Kathleen. Feen I hear you were playing frisbee on a beach for spring break ... I'm so jealous! Let me tell you, I find out who my true friends are. Dave, thank you so much for your IM today, .... it shocked me, to know that I'm not alone and it was amazing to know that you're there for me. I'm here for you too. Thank you again.
I'm just rambling and I should definitly be in bed. Okay I'll write something more significant soon. Trust me, I have a lot on my mind, and it needs to come out in some shape or form. I have an idea for a poem happening, so that'll probably appear here. Goodnight all.
Hakuna Matata.
Today was kind of nice in a way. Because I fell asleep and slept through dinner and part of my rehearsal with Corinne. I've never missed a rehearsal before, and I'm glad to say I still didn't but I missed the first half an hour. I mean, we made up for it, but still I felt horrible. I am so exhausted. I ended up going to bed a little after five last night, and waking up at seven. I didn't have time to shower before my class, and I was SOOOOOO embarrassed because I smelled like I hadn't slept/showered. Argh. So as soon as I got back to the room I did and I felt a lot better. I was falling asleep in everything, and I've felt sick to my stomach all day long. People, listen to me. I'm really not as ugly and careless about my appearance as I seem to be all the time, this semester is just tough on the time factor ...
Anyways.I'm really really happy because my theory class was cancelled today and tomorrow, so that means that I don't have to stay up tonight and write out listening examples, so I'm really happy about that. You know what I decided today, is that I'm tired of doing poorly on every assigment I turn in. No, that's not what I mean to say. My grades are spectacular, most of the time. But I feel like the work I produce is terrible quality, because I don't have time to spend on it to make it good. Take for example my lit and style paper. I'm going to work on it over break, because I think I could do a really good job on the paper. And it's not going to be really good if I only put one nights worth of thoughts into it.
I had an SAI event tonight ... we went on the scavenger hunt. It was actually a lot of fun, I had a really good time and felt again like I was bonding with the girls. I'm really excited about becoming a sister ... this whole thing has played out differently than I expected it too, and I'm glad that I chose to go through with this.
So I'm talking to my girl Barone right now. Shout out to you honey, I know you read my journal. Best friends forever. I miss all my friends, particularly Jess Spear and Kathleen. Feen I hear you were playing frisbee on a beach for spring break ... I'm so jealous! Let me tell you, I find out who my true friends are. Dave, thank you so much for your IM today, .... it shocked me, to know that I'm not alone and it was amazing to know that you're there for me. I'm here for you too. Thank you again.
I'm just rambling and I should definitly be in bed. Okay I'll write something more significant soon. Trust me, I have a lot on my mind, and it needs to come out in some shape or form. I have an idea for a poem happening, so that'll probably appear here. Goodnight all.
Hakuna Matata.