i have entirely too much time to think about everything lately. i have to keep pausing and reminding myself of all of those things i've learned the hard way - that fatalism is just a side effect of being idle, that everything passes in time, etc. i can normally bring myself out of the slump mindset - i've done it a few times today - but it's still hard to wake up. i think that's really the toughest part of the day. that and making myself leave the house.
on the other hand, penguins are cool.
i wanna dance.
ryan
xoxox