Once In the Blue Moon, Farewell My Friend
Once In the Blue Moon, Farewell My Friend
Today, tonight the so called rare blue moon appeared. It's also the day that my friend, my beloved friend starting her brave journey to her future.
The words of goodbye cannot really conveyed my message for wishing her a very good luck and letting her go pursuing her dream.
One or two word won't do. It's hard, and it's a pitty yet sad that we won't meet again in near future. We're not realy a very close chatty buddy nor do we create a bond of 'best of friends for ever'. But to realize that her place is no longer there make quite a huge hole and void in my heart. She may not know it, but I do care about her, and not just pretending that i care for the sake of 'genk' (gosh, i hate the word so much i'm sorry)nor she's just there to occupy the space of the titled classmate because i'm the class leader, no but the fact that I see her as a human. She's quite puzzling, tho. For two and a half year hanging out together I realized I never knew her that deep before, compared to the other ten of the 'genk'. The way she look at this world is contrast with the way i belive in. Probably that's why she always look like bored whenever I around, no offence I am quite a serious person myself with everybody. She might tought that i am not interested in her. Well, guess again. In the past, people that has similiar type like her annoyed the hell out of me so much. But she doesn't, we were just a slightly awkward feeling. That's weird. But a good weird.
And tommorow at dawn, she'll leave. And tonight the night before, she's busy replying a lot of farewell chat which i kind of feel reluctant to say. Like, is this real?
Does she really go?
Suddenly I feel lonely, and it's raining outside.
Tho all in all, i wish the best outcomes for her. And, she isn't really that fluent in English so.. Diana, if you see this. I just want to say I love you, you might think that i don't care about you, but actually I see you. You are important to me. Be strong, be resilient and good luck.
I'll miss you, let's meet again later. 😊
Today is blue moon, have you gone outside and look at the sky?
Today, tonight the so called rare blue moon appeared. It's also the day that my friend, my beloved friend starting her brave journey to her future.
The words of goodbye cannot really conveyed my message for wishing her a very good luck and letting her go pursuing her dream.
One or two word won't do. It's hard, and it's a pitty yet sad that we won't meet again in near future. We're not realy a very close chatty buddy nor do we create a bond of 'best of friends for ever'. But to realize that her place is no longer there make quite a huge hole and void in my heart. She may not know it, but I do care about her, and not just pretending that i care for the sake of 'genk' (gosh, i hate the word so much i'm sorry)nor she's just there to occupy the space of the titled classmate because i'm the class leader, no but the fact that I see her as a human. She's quite puzzling, tho. For two and a half year hanging out together I realized I never knew her that deep before, compared to the other ten of the 'genk'. The way she look at this world is contrast with the way i belive in. Probably that's why she always look like bored whenever I around, no offence I am quite a serious person myself with everybody. She might tought that i am not interested in her. Well, guess again. In the past, people that has similiar type like her annoyed the hell out of me so much. But she doesn't, we were just a slightly awkward feeling. That's weird. But a good weird.
And tommorow at dawn, she'll leave. And tonight the night before, she's busy replying a lot of farewell chat which i kind of feel reluctant to say. Like, is this real?
Does she really go?
Suddenly I feel lonely, and it's raining outside.
Tho all in all, i wish the best outcomes for her. And, she isn't really that fluent in English so.. Diana, if you see this. I just want to say I love you, you might think that i don't care about you, but actually I see you. You are important to me. Be strong, be resilient and good luck.
I'll miss you, let's meet again later. 😊
Today is blue moon, have you gone outside and look at the sky?