Oct 03, 2004 21:27
so im in a very weird mood toady.. kind-of a sad one
ive been thinking laltey PPL say i should just tell em, but they dont understand that i have absolutley no confidence in the world when it comes to being around em or talking about em or telling em. its just way too hard and it will probably never happen. even if i would like it 2.
"You can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away a silent pain that's screaming out my name,
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
I hope for your sake that you don't wake up
as broken as I am.
For the lack of better words to say,
all i said was "Goodnight"
once again, in self defense
I won't sleep a wink
to prevent dreaming of you..."starting line <3
I’d give up all these dreams to have you in my arms right now
I’d give up everything and I don't care -good Charlotte
And maybe I’m just scared
To face the things I feel
Its easier to walk away from everything <3 :(
"i dont believe that anybody feels the way i do about you know "- that is my favorite quote ever and song
"There are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how" :(
I feel like crying right now.. Jennifer is the only person that knows how i feel right now and why, i miss YOU JENNIFER and i will see you on saturday, ill make it a point to..promise
|<3|Yours Truly,Gina|<3|
pS:sorry for making this one sad