I'm avoiding doing things that I should really be doing.

May 10, 2012 23:36

I have presents for last Monkey Day for my sisters-in-law, brother-in-law, niece, and nephew, and birthday presents for one of the SILs and for the BIL that really need to get wrapped and mailed. I was not actually finished making them all until March, but that still means they've been sitting around for about two months.

I have GM stuff to take care of for Cougar Ridge. It's somewhat confrontational stuff, and I do not feel up to confrontation. Tonight is a fragile night for me. Thankfully, I have chocolate ice cream, because I have to take care of it ASAP.

I also have things to do related to my mom's estate. I don't want to do any of it, but my siblings are already complaining that I am not handling things properly. One thing I need to do is probably write a letter to all of them and apologize for being so slow and let them know where I am with things. I really wish my mom had not chosen me. I was thinking earlier tonight, in fact, that I hate her for doing this to me. Which thought instantly made me feel like shit, of course.

Like I said, fragile, not up to confrontation. Possible PPD. Definite PMS. So I should probably head over to the FBI BBQ on the QT before I get stuck on KP.

And I think I just found another freaking little mole on my back. They're too obvious to be more alien implants. Unless I'm getting the inept trainee implanters, which would be just my luck.

stress, tmi, girl stuff, monkey day, moose, family, worry, ice cream, self pity, yammer, cougar ridge

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