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I have paid the $40 application fee and now have no method of escaping the fact that my application must be in by the 15th. Now that I am fiscally involved, I feel both impatient and obligated to follow through with the whole horrid process. Unfortunately, I loathe the waiting game and am driven to anxiety and moodiness in proportions with which I am not currently accustomed (given my rather carefree lifestyle as of late). Several things have occurred in lieu of said anxiety:
1) I've taken to not getting enough sleep since sitting still gives me time to brood.
2) I've taken to meandering around the neighborhood for several hours during the middle of the night. This usually ends up with me finding a way to get somewhat lost, which is the only way I can get my mind off things.
Incidentally, this also was the cause of my being stopped by a cop earlier in the evening. Apparently it is considered odd to go wandering about the neighborhood while listening to your iPod during the middle of the night. Who'da thunk?
Here's to a week of neurosis and no sleep! Let the games begin!
1) I've taken to not getting enough sleep since sitting still gives me time to brood.
2) I've taken to meandering around the neighborhood for several hours during the middle of the night. This usually ends up with me finding a way to get somewhat lost, which is the only way I can get my mind off things.
Incidentally, this also was the cause of my being stopped by a cop earlier in the evening. Apparently it is considered odd to go wandering about the neighborhood while listening to your iPod during the middle of the night. Who'da thunk?
Here's to a week of neurosis and no sleep! Let the games begin!