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a few things i want to remember:
-tattoo appointment Jan 9 (at least $400)
-rent feb 1 ($475)
current finances:
$418
+200
$618
-182 3 month cell phone bill
$436
-176 car insurance
$260
-102 school loans (still slightly behind)
$158
-50 rent (late)
$108 until next thursday, including oil change thats 4000 miles overdue.
next check (jan 5):
177 car payment
60 credit
and tattoo $$
its not bad. its been worse.
i could worry about a thousand other things.
i hope im doing ok. sometimes i think im not. i feel like i weigh down my friends. i feel like being close to someone makes me a burden. i want to get over that. im not sure where it comes from.
work is dumb. im closing early.
-tattoo appointment Jan 9 (at least $400)
-rent feb 1 ($475)
current finances:
$418
+200
$618
-182 3 month cell phone bill
$436
-176 car insurance
$260
-102 school loans (still slightly behind)
$158
-50 rent (late)
$108 until next thursday, including oil change thats 4000 miles overdue.
next check (jan 5):
177 car payment
60 credit
and tattoo $$
its not bad. its been worse.
i could worry about a thousand other things.
i hope im doing ok. sometimes i think im not. i feel like i weigh down my friends. i feel like being close to someone makes me a burden. i want to get over that. im not sure where it comes from.
work is dumb. im closing early.