i'm updating...so leave me alone!
Sometimes I have things to do and so I can't update my journal. I am a very busy person. I'm almost completely finished with all the seasons of Sex in the City. Not only is it time consuming, it is emotionally consuming as well, since I feel that my life directly corresponds with Carrie's life. I'm learning a lot about myself through her escapades.
Also, I'm trying to quit smoking but it's not working because I keep stressing myself out over stupid things so then I get annoyed with myself. But I've decided today to quit once and forall since the running schedule is up to 30 minutes now and the smoking interferes with my progress...and that was the point of running anyway. So, since smoking has been my destressing thing lately and I've been on and off of it and now permanately off (I threw out my half done pack this morning) I am irratable.
grrr...i am in a bad mood and probably should not have updated but i'm on my lunch break and am not hungry even though i know i should eat because in two hours or even 20 minutes I will probably be starving.
Today, I almost overslept because the stupid power people cut the power off again for some stupid reason. They always do that so my alarm clock didn't go off so i woke up thinking i was going to be late for work until i realized they already told me not to come in until 9 today. so i woke up freaked out and then got put in a bad mood and then when i was in the shower my stupid loofah thing fell on me and halfway through my shower the water went cold so i could barely rinse off. These are all things that happen on a weekly basis anyway so i should be use to them and normally they don't put me in a bad mood but in conjunction with the power being off and thinking i overslept i got really mad at life today and now i'm using other stupid little things to stay mad and i don't care. i'll be reasonable tomorrow. today sucks.
grrrrrr.....
Also, I'm trying to quit smoking but it's not working because I keep stressing myself out over stupid things so then I get annoyed with myself. But I've decided today to quit once and forall since the running schedule is up to 30 minutes now and the smoking interferes with my progress...and that was the point of running anyway. So, since smoking has been my destressing thing lately and I've been on and off of it and now permanately off (I threw out my half done pack this morning) I am irratable.
grrr...i am in a bad mood and probably should not have updated but i'm on my lunch break and am not hungry even though i know i should eat because in two hours or even 20 minutes I will probably be starving.
Today, I almost overslept because the stupid power people cut the power off again for some stupid reason. They always do that so my alarm clock didn't go off so i woke up thinking i was going to be late for work until i realized they already told me not to come in until 9 today. so i woke up freaked out and then got put in a bad mood and then when i was in the shower my stupid loofah thing fell on me and halfway through my shower the water went cold so i could barely rinse off. These are all things that happen on a weekly basis anyway so i should be use to them and normally they don't put me in a bad mood but in conjunction with the power being off and thinking i overslept i got really mad at life today and now i'm using other stupid little things to stay mad and i don't care. i'll be reasonable tomorrow. today sucks.
grrrrrr.....