random thoughts

[soseriously]

comfort
comfort in the times of brokeness
comfort in the times of trial
comfort that you rest in the hands of God
comfort that never changes

I need to find this comfort
I turn to people, i turn to food, i turn to addictions, i turn to pleasure
nothing satisfies

i feel hopeless
i feel lost
i feel confused and worn out
i feel I am looking in the wrong place but not sure how to get to the right place

i wish my heart could feel
feel comfort
and freedom
and healing
i wish i could cry
and let the pain out for good
i wish i knew where the pain was coming from

depression in the midst of so many good things
is like a cancer that corrupts it all
with no cure found yet

solitude and sorrow
who can bear?

Is God going to rescue?
I need a Savior