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All One Can Find [Story&Art]

May 19, 2015 06:31

Title: All One Can Find
Author/Artist: soserendipity
Genre: SPN
Characters/Pairing: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester. Mentions of Castiel and Rowena. No pairings.
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: ~4,500 words
Warnings/Spoilers: Blood, guts, and gore. Possibly suicidal ideation. Dark stuff. [Click for story-spoilery warning.]Major character death. Spoilers for everything until 10.22, to be on the safe ( Read more... )

fic:all_one_can_find, art:all_one_can_find

Comments 22

indiachick May 19 2015, 06:36:26 UTC

I think I'm dead. Whoa, bb. Tore my heart out, this one. I am not going to be okay after the finale.

But this is so beautifully written. My Sammy :((( I just wanna steal him away and keep him somewhere were nothing can ever hurt him. And honestly, the last two scene sn this fic was physically painful to read, especially the very end. He never catches a break, poor boy. Lovely, lovely graphics. And gorgeous metaphors. And SAM. <3333

soserendipity February 6 2016, 05:02:25 UTC

Aww, thank you, lovely! Now I'm happy! I mean, not about the tearing your heart out bit (maybe a little), but that you liked it so much. I wanna cuddle your comment close and give it cookies and do just what it says - take poor Sam and hide him away from everything and feed him properly and make him sleep and give him clothes that fit and just let him rest for a while.

I'm especially glad you liked those metaphors, oh princess of wordsmithery :).

Also, sorry for the late reply, I was absent from LJ for a few months and am just now catching up on things again. But I highly appreciate that you took the time to comment!

Also #2, I'd love to catch up with you. I missed you fiercely. E-Mail? PM? Another doomed try at Skype? Or I did an update post earlier so we could chat there? Or here? You see, I'm totally at your disposal, at least this weekend. We could try smoke signs, too, that would be kinda new :). Much love!

madebyme_x May 19 2015, 11:56:58 UTC

This was darkly delicious and oh so heartbreaking!

I loved how you clawed into Sam's psyche here, and linked it all to Dean's cure. I loved all the horror elements and gory imagery. I loved vicious Dean, and I loved the dreamlike quality you captured at the end. Basically, I loved it all!!

This was beautifully written and it broke my heart in all the best kind of SPN and Winchester ways. Thank you sharing, and it's so wonderful to see a fic from you. Take care, :)

soserendipity February 6 2016, 05:06:52 UTC

D'awww, another precious comment of yours. You spoil me! Thank you so much. I am glad that this seems to resonate on the same emotional level I was at when writing it.
Did I mention that I have that thing of trying to get into people's heads for my stories? I'm always overjoyed when that seems to work out for someone who hasn't been in my head while I cooked that stuff up :).

You said so many beautiful things and I love you for all of them and for the ray of sunshine that you are. Much love and thank you.

badbastion May 19 2015, 19:03:45 UTC

Ouch, this hurt my heart. Beautifully done.

soserendipity February 6 2016, 05:08:47 UTC

Right? It's what they do best, heartache Winchester style.

Thank you for your kind words. And sorry for this seriously late reply, I was absent from LJ for a few months and am just now catching up on things again. I appreciate that you took the time to comment!

hugemind May 20 2015, 06:20:59 UTC

This is just heart-breaking. I think my face went from :( to :'( to D: while reading because SAAAAAAAAM and then those last two lines. This is beautifully written, and Sam's feelings of being lost and unworthy ring true. I loved his voice and how he's trying to focus and keep everything together for this one last spell.

soserendipity February 6 2016, 05:18:44 UTC

I know, right? Somehow I didn't trust Show to touch up on it again, but I thought that this kind of comment from Dean must have had enormous impact on Sam. Like you said, he always struggled with self-worth and self-perception and then his brother tells him he should have died and simply walks away? I remember thinking, 'oh no, you did not go there', it was one of the most shocking scenes to me, ever.

I thought this could be what a scarily focused Sam would be like afterwards, if his mind spun into the wrong direction, and I'm glad you found it believable. Thank you for your wonderful comment, my dear.

And sorry for this seriously late reply, I was absent from LJ for a few months and am just now catching up on things again. But I very much appreciate that you took the time to comment!

borgmama1of5 May 20 2015, 10:56:31 UTC

Devastating!!!!!!

soserendipity February 6 2016, 05:22:05 UTC

But he did it out of love! Huh. Or maybe out of deep-seated issues with self-perception and a history of self-sacrifice. Or- erm. I'm not making this better, am I.

Sorry?

Also, apologies for this seriously late reply, I was absent from LJ for a few months and am just now catching up on things again. I appreciate that you took the time to comment!