Oct 12, 2005 17:23
...yeah...
bad....
what is bad?
i haven't really been practicing... that much....
yeah.... not good....
and college apps are due VERY VERY soon to guidance...
i really don't trust our guidance department, but whatever
i need to get my head straight, like now
marching band has been good.
i prefer it to juilliard, as previously stated
and i will be at livingston and also most likely, the football game
good times
AND I LOVE JEWS
and... friday is my 17th birthday
ew. i'm almost 17.
ew. and i'm filling out college apps.
ew. and i handed in my senior write-up today.
ew. and i'm getting my liscence in 1.5 months.
that's disgusting...
along w/ a few other things(meaning: people)
other than that, as i've said to my dearest friends
i've been simultaneously overwhlemed and void of emotion for the past couple days
which can be taken anyway that anyone wants to take it
i'm tired of lots of people misinterpreting shit and messing stuff up
such is life
and EXTREME MOOD/TONE fluctuation
and good (meaning bad) shit like that
okay, ADD entry, ends here...
and jack's mannequin still rules my life
also.
contrary to underground belief, b/c my issue was certainly underground
and despite the impeding supression and foresight...
in my mind, i still win.
okay, entry really ends now