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i just remembered for the first time since my birthday last month that i'm 19 now. geezer!
so far, i like this semester at school better than last. my relationships with people are so well defined; i have aquaintences. i have real friends. i dont confuse the two. i can get along with aquaintences, but it doesnt mean i should expect anything from them or even trust them. i have a few real friends at school, and a few real ones at home,thats all i need.
i have family. what i have with my family is starting to become more important to me than it has been in the past. i miss them, and NH.
i fixed my room so its more comfortable and i have pretty things on the wall.
i avoid straight boys. boys confuse friendships for feelings. its nice having male friends but its too weird.
i like my classes. i like my music. i have an mp3 player like all the youngins. i would love to go to new hampshire for a weekend before my spring break.
my weekends are fun. but once in a while, they are amazing.
so far, i like this semester at school better than last. my relationships with people are so well defined; i have aquaintences. i have real friends. i dont confuse the two. i can get along with aquaintences, but it doesnt mean i should expect anything from them or even trust them. i have a few real friends at school, and a few real ones at home,thats all i need.
i have family. what i have with my family is starting to become more important to me than it has been in the past. i miss them, and NH.
i fixed my room so its more comfortable and i have pretty things on the wall.
i avoid straight boys. boys confuse friendships for feelings. its nice having male friends but its too weird.
i like my classes. i like my music. i have an mp3 player like all the youngins. i would love to go to new hampshire for a weekend before my spring break.
my weekends are fun. but once in a while, they are amazing.