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you know what...today is like the fifth day my dad, clolin, and the band kids are all gone. it is so depressing to not hear from anyone in the bahamas, and to only get one rushed crackly conversation every few days. on top of it, im staying at my dad's house to watch the cat...and she never even came inside tonight. i hope she didnt fall into the wrong mouth. anyway its been lonely. i know they didnt leave and make me sad on purpose but stil... my mom is crazy i cant talk to her.
every time i have to work with this mean girl at work im always really tense when i go home becuase she catches me offguard by the outright rude things she says and how blatantly obvious she makes it that she hates me, and only me for reasons she cant even think of. i had to work with her tonight and i still havent cooled down. oh well at least i have NO ONE to snap at.
but another thing thats been upsetting me is the way the people that are still here in rochester who i thought were my friends are treating me. that is, no one will return my calls or include me in their plans. i dont know, i thought things were cool between us. and maybe one of them will read this and secretly rejoice in the fact that i care. or, less excitingly, they wont this and not really pay any attention to me like theyve been doing. i have always been the person that cared more about someone than he or she has for me so i guess i should get used to it huh.
i saw bridget's new house the other day. she seems more bored since she left school, because it is rochester, but happier somehow, more stable.
ive enjoyed talking to matt lately. even the time when lightning struck my house while i was talking to him and i let a loud scream escape my lips. actually that was the best part.
i heard back from my roommate, keiga. she sounds really cool i hope im not too dorky for her. she got a superlative in high school: most talkative. that usually equals not dorky. and shes from LA so shes probably really tan and like hangs out with lindsay lohan and is a vegan.
every time i have to work with this mean girl at work im always really tense when i go home becuase she catches me offguard by the outright rude things she says and how blatantly obvious she makes it that she hates me, and only me for reasons she cant even think of. i had to work with her tonight and i still havent cooled down. oh well at least i have NO ONE to snap at.
but another thing thats been upsetting me is the way the people that are still here in rochester who i thought were my friends are treating me. that is, no one will return my calls or include me in their plans. i dont know, i thought things were cool between us. and maybe one of them will read this and secretly rejoice in the fact that i care. or, less excitingly, they wont this and not really pay any attention to me like theyve been doing. i have always been the person that cared more about someone than he or she has for me so i guess i should get used to it huh.
i saw bridget's new house the other day. she seems more bored since she left school, because it is rochester, but happier somehow, more stable.
ive enjoyed talking to matt lately. even the time when lightning struck my house while i was talking to him and i let a loud scream escape my lips. actually that was the best part.
i heard back from my roommate, keiga. she sounds really cool i hope im not too dorky for her. she got a superlative in high school: most talkative. that usually equals not dorky. and shes from LA so shes probably really tan and like hangs out with lindsay lohan and is a vegan.