500 THEMES SHORT STORY!

[sos_sporkers]

I've talked to a friend's mother and realised that I'm the type of writer who has all kinds of stories in her head, but never writes any of them down. So...I've decided to take on this HUGE project because I like taking on HUGE projects, and because I hope this will give me some incentive to write. Most of the fics will be for my original

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Are you alive?

[iamsorrytruly]

You never did answer my post and while that's completely understandable given the manipulative and reprehensible nature of all I said and tried to do. The fact that you haven't updated your Journal nor posted any sporkings on Das_Sporking makes me worried that perhaps it's more than just you understanding that what I did was beyond forgiveness. It makes me worry that perhaps your talk of suicide might have become more than talk though I hope that you've just been busy with University or perhaps have grown out of Sporking all together. I still have to try and find out.

My fear of hearing just how much my message revealed about my own twisted nature has finally been superseded by my fear of your own health. And I'm beyond ashamed that it took this long to abandon that selfish cowardice.

So I'm posting this on the off chance that you still look at your Journal to ask are you alright?

I hope you are but hope is such an empty thing.