For realsies, none of my RL friends understand why I love and hate this series so much. Most of them are E/B, and when I try to explain to them why E/B is a perfect example of emotional abuse and co-dependency, they don't get it. Part of the reason why I bowed out was not only due to BD, but also in the realization that J/B's relationship is just as abusive on Bella's part IF you include anything outside of NM. What she does to Jake and how she treats him... Bella's a cunt. *shakes fist* A. CUNT.
I just fell back into the J/B fic, and I LOVE the fics that fix it. That fix Bella, and make J/B work in it's angtsy, loving, happy, goodness.
Q1) Pretty much all of your fics bluesuzanne, anything by ophelietta, and anythingbutgrey's fics. Anything non-cannon. Haha. I can't remember the name of the fic, there is one where *SPOILERS* Bella is a witch and Jacob ends up dead. That broke my heart.
You know what I miss? All the J/B inspired music compilations. That's where I got the majority of my music. Like, my heart still races when "All Over You" by Spill Canvas comes on.
Q2) When I bowed out of J/B I pretty much dropped all fandom. Nearly all of my OTPs are doomed. Harry/Hermione from HP, Sesshoumaru/Kagome from Inuyasha. I don't ship anything now. It's a sad, sad world. lol
Q3) I LOATHED BD. I still do. I'm just inactive in my loathing. Though, if someone brings up Twilight in conversation, I usually have to stop myself from developing a full blown rant. Same thing happens when people talk about 50 Shades of Grey. IT WIGS ME OUT, the fact that it was originally E/B AU smut and the author just changed the names. Makes me wanna puke.
Q4) Idk, I don't have a tumblr. Yes, I wish people did illustrations. I like seeing what's in the artist's head vs. what the movies created. Also, Taylor was never quite Jacob for me.
Q5) Can you imagine the perspective we'd have on Twilight now, four years later, if we were to do the EPIC REREAD. I'd be very interested to see what comes out of that.
Q3) I LOATHED BD. I still do. I'm just inactive in my loathing. Though, if someone brings up Twilight in conversation, I usually have to stop myself from developing a full blown rant. Same thing happens when people talk about 50 Shades of Grey. IT WIGS ME OUT, the fact that it was originally E/B AU smut and the author just changed the names. Makes me wanna puke.
That's basically it: I've become inactive in my feelings. I still have the full Jacob/Bella mindset, I just don't have the motivation to show it.
Tumblr for the WIN! It's so true. NM all the way.
For realsies, none of my RL friends understand why I love and hate this series so much. Most of them are E/B, and when I try to explain to them why E/B is a perfect example of emotional abuse and co-dependency, they don't get it. Part of the reason why I bowed out was not only due to BD, but also in the realization that J/B's relationship is just as abusive on Bella's part IF you include anything outside of NM. What she does to Jake and how she treats him... Bella's a cunt. *shakes fist* A. CUNT.
I just fell back into the J/B fic, and I LOVE the fics that fix it. That fix Bella, and make J/B work in it's angtsy, loving, happy, goodness.
Q1) Pretty much all of your fics bluesuzanne, anything by ophelietta, and anythingbutgrey's fics. Anything non-cannon. Haha. I can't remember the name of the fic, there is one where *SPOILERS* Bella is a witch and Jacob ends up dead. That broke my heart.
You know what I miss? All the J/B inspired music compilations. That's where I got the majority of my music. Like, my heart still races when "All Over You" by Spill Canvas comes on.
Q2) When I bowed out of J/B I pretty much dropped all fandom. Nearly all of my OTPs are doomed. Harry/Hermione from HP, Sesshoumaru/Kagome from Inuyasha. I don't ship anything now. It's a sad, sad world. lol
Q3) I LOATHED BD. I still do. I'm just inactive in my loathing. Though, if someone brings up Twilight in conversation, I usually have to stop myself from developing a full blown rant. Same thing happens when people talk about 50 Shades of Grey. IT WIGS ME OUT, the fact that it was originally E/B AU smut and the author just changed the names. Makes me wanna puke.
Q4) Idk, I don't have a tumblr. Yes, I wish people did illustrations. I like seeing what's in the artist's head vs. what the movies created. Also, Taylor was never quite Jacob for me.
Q5) Can you imagine the perspective we'd have on Twilight now, four years later, if we were to do the EPIC REREAD. I'd be very interested to see what comes out of that.
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Also, does anyone have a working link to Evaporate by Sarakismet? Or is that fic lost for good?
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Man, anythingbutgrey's fics were basically the reason I got into the fandom. THEY WERE BASICALLY THE REASON I STARTED WRITING FIC.
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That's basically it: I've become inactive in my feelings. I still have the full Jacob/Bella mindset, I just don't have the motivation to show it.
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but even though that ship is not canon it's became super popular in the fandom
are you on dokuga??
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