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I just finished watching Catch & Release. It was the perfect thing for me to watch right now. I’m normally not to hot on romantic movies but Derek has been away since June and it’s been over a month since I’ve seen him. Not counting the hour we got together about two weeks ago. I’m dieing for a little romance in my life right now. Before we got together I used to read romance novels religiously, even if I had a lover and then when Derek came into my life I just stopped. Now I realize it was the loneliness. Good god do I need one right now. I wonder if there is a good series out. So I think I want to buy Catch and Release because it put me in a really good mood.
I miss him so damn bad. I sometimes feel that it’s good for me to be alone I can focus more on myself make more of my journey. I just constantly have this pit in my stomach and every person who walks past me with a nice ass and a good scent make me wet. My heart is constantly racing and all I can think about is sex. If I can’t keep my mind off the obvious how am I ever going to work on my inner self? I know I’m saying all of this but it’s not necessarily a bad feeling. It’s a little more excitement than I’m used to.
I miss him so damn bad. I sometimes feel that it’s good for me to be alone I can focus more on myself make more of my journey. I just constantly have this pit in my stomach and every person who walks past me with a nice ass and a good scent make me wet. My heart is constantly racing and all I can think about is sex. If I can’t keep my mind off the obvious how am I ever going to work on my inner self? I know I’m saying all of this but it’s not necessarily a bad feeling. It’s a little more excitement than I’m used to.