Apr 05, 2016 10:11
If there is any form of a God, I really wish he'd do something for me this month.
I lost my Pandora bracelet Greg gave me for Christmas. I am freaking out. I cannot find it anywhere; I don't even know when I lost it. I usually keep it on the sink at home if I have a shower, or in the kitchen if I am cleaning, on my dresser, or at work because it gets in the way when I type but I ALWAYS bring it home if it's at work. These things are stiff - they don't just fall off. I am freaking out. He's disappointed but he's not freaking out on me - it's ME who is freaking out.
I keep getting in trouble for EVERYTHING at work. I went to Pablo last week and we talked. He said he'd talk to Bob. Bob? said "I'll slow down in June"...what about now?! we STILL DON'T HAVE A CLERK. and I am running on all engines. I literally, no word of a lie just had Bob come out of his office, and give me personal crap (loud enough for everyone to hear) that I didn't "check mark" each docket on the sheet. Check mark. There is a PRINTED HARD COPY STAPLED TO THE HAND WRITTEN NOTES CLEARLY STATING IT HAS BEEN ENTERED INTO THE SYSTEM. But, since I didn't check mark it with a red pen, I am now in trouble.
Our house is a pigstye from not wanting to do anything. I am exhausted. Greg either is out cold or about to be out cold, and I cannot sleep at all.
I am down another four pounds. That sounds good - but it would be only good if I was actually going to the gym - which I haven't in two months. I am losing weight at such a rapid pace that by the time I move June 1, I am going to be 120lbs.
I have had no luck.
If there is a God, please, let me find my bracelet...please...at least give me that.