Continuous Rant
It seems that we are all falling into our old habits with me and Greg. We are so frustrated we are doing things completely out of character. He's smoking more, drinking more, I am drinking more, we're laying awake crying.
Staying at Frank's has been okay but we are spending a lot due to not having a full size fridge, and not wanting to use their fridge upstairs too much as we are basically living there rent free. We did get the satellite up and going. That is a good thing. We are exhausted - and the few times we've gone to the apartment to get things, we've had problems. Last night the people upstairs threw out that I am crazy because I didn't want them using my car as a shovelling pit for snow. We can't get a moments peace!
We aren't staying in that place anymore, and it's hard because it's back and forth between Newcastle and Frank's. We are losing money and fast on travel, etc. We saw a place two nights ago but someone snatched it up under our noses and have been unsuccessful in finding a place since.
Then, my sister in all her NOT wisdom, decided to throw out to my mom all the hurts that she has from our childhood and of course my Ma spent an hour on the phone crying because she didn't know what we went through as a kid, and why didn't I tell her, and how guilty she feels...which really does not help me right now because I am trying to hold me and Greg together and don't need this!
I am wrecked. Greg is wrecked.
Claire hasn't been any nicer and in fact has been quite rude to me. She's apparently letting the IT guy have it too, and in a fit of being a big child? didn't show up for the Lawyer's dinner yesterday. I do not understand how a grown woman can act like this and still call herself a prominent member of the company.
I suppose her not being here helps me though so that I don't have to worry about her going at me while I am dealing with all of this.
We caught a break with the RRSP thing and that's great, we just need to find a home and get effin' settled!
Staying at Frank's has been okay but we are spending a lot due to not having a full size fridge, and not wanting to use their fridge upstairs too much as we are basically living there rent free. We did get the satellite up and going. That is a good thing. We are exhausted - and the few times we've gone to the apartment to get things, we've had problems. Last night the people upstairs threw out that I am crazy because I didn't want them using my car as a shovelling pit for snow. We can't get a moments peace!
We aren't staying in that place anymore, and it's hard because it's back and forth between Newcastle and Frank's. We are losing money and fast on travel, etc. We saw a place two nights ago but someone snatched it up under our noses and have been unsuccessful in finding a place since.
Then, my sister in all her NOT wisdom, decided to throw out to my mom all the hurts that she has from our childhood and of course my Ma spent an hour on the phone crying because she didn't know what we went through as a kid, and why didn't I tell her, and how guilty she feels...which really does not help me right now because I am trying to hold me and Greg together and don't need this!
I am wrecked. Greg is wrecked.
Claire hasn't been any nicer and in fact has been quite rude to me. She's apparently letting the IT guy have it too, and in a fit of being a big child? didn't show up for the Lawyer's dinner yesterday. I do not understand how a grown woman can act like this and still call herself a prominent member of the company.
I suppose her not being here helps me though so that I don't have to worry about her going at me while I am dealing with all of this.
We caught a break with the RRSP thing and that's great, we just need to find a home and get effin' settled!