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A 15 month combined deployment.
I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS.
EVERYTHING IS SO UNSTABLE RIGHT NOW, AND WE'RE LOOKING AT THE POSSIBILITY OF A 15 MONTH DEPLOYMENT.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE, I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT ANYONE.
I HAVE A HUGE KNOT IN MY STOMACH, I NEED TO HIT SOMEONE!!
All I want to do is curl up in a ball, fall asleep, and wake up with everything being over. I have no one to talk to. I feel so sick. I can't even talk to my own husband, I choke up. I don't know what to do.
I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY FUCKING LUNGS.
EVERYTHING IS SO UNSTABLE RIGHT NOW, AND WE'RE LOOKING AT THE POSSIBILITY OF A 15 MONTH DEPLOYMENT.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE, I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT ANYONE.
I HAVE A HUGE KNOT IN MY STOMACH, I NEED TO HIT SOMEONE!!
All I want to do is curl up in a ball, fall asleep, and wake up with everything being over. I have no one to talk to. I feel so sick. I can't even talk to my own husband, I choke up. I don't know what to do.