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[sorrysadlikeme]

 I deleted my MySpace page.  That website was so boring.  Sure, I may have just cut off all ties with my friends - whom I've had a lifetime relationship with.  Friends who don't have my new number because I changed it... again.  Friends who don't know where I live because we've been moving around so much.  I don't care though, why don't I care?  I should care, but I don't.  It's weird, but I think it's best in the long run since it's just too difficult to keep up with people, especially if we move overseas one day.  Their lives don't interest me anymore.  Sounds selfish, but I'm not trying to be, the whole thing is just exhausting.

I wish I could have some alcohol, but these damn migraine pills aren't working as it is.
I guess I wouldn't mind living in Seattle... nice and rainy.... dark clouds, refreshing. I'm being random again.