Giant Tsunamis.... I Hate Those.
Worked all weekend, which wasn't that bad. Total of 17 hours, which I'm really thankful for. Next week I can't work at all, because I'm doing pit band for my school's musical, South Pacific, and it's Tech Week.
Fun.
Dale and I broke up, again. This time I did it. I felt guilty about devoting so much time to band, and school, and work, and none with him. And I knew I shouldn't have felt guilty, so I let him go.
Also he and I had discussed sex. I told him I wasn't ready yet, I wanted to develop a closer mental relationship first. And he got mad and said, "You told me you've fucked all these other guys before, but you won't fuck me?"
Goodbye, Dale.
Things are changing. Things I used to think were important have taken a backseat. I worry about money. I worry about my car. I worry about college.
I don't worry about beer or smokes. Those aren't important.
Life's crashing down on me like a freakin' tsunami, and I feel like I'm the only victim.
My friends all of a sudden seem really shallow and selfish. Am I the selfish one? Are they?
Are we all?
Why doesn't anyone else seem to notice we've all changed?
Fun.
Dale and I broke up, again. This time I did it. I felt guilty about devoting so much time to band, and school, and work, and none with him. And I knew I shouldn't have felt guilty, so I let him go.
Also he and I had discussed sex. I told him I wasn't ready yet, I wanted to develop a closer mental relationship first. And he got mad and said, "You told me you've fucked all these other guys before, but you won't fuck me?"
Goodbye, Dale.
Things are changing. Things I used to think were important have taken a backseat. I worry about money. I worry about my car. I worry about college.
I don't worry about beer or smokes. Those aren't important.
Life's crashing down on me like a freakin' tsunami, and I feel like I'm the only victim.
My friends all of a sudden seem really shallow and selfish. Am I the selfish one? Are they?
Are we all?
Why doesn't anyone else seem to notice we've all changed?