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Jeez its been a straight minute since ive written here. I really have not been in the mood. A week ago well sunday makes a week I got in a knock down drag out fight with someone and got a black eye. Long story that I am tired of telling, but nonetheless I have a black eye that is noticeable that I dont like talking about. Of course eveyone asks, but I told myself that I had really cut out the sketchy people out of my life, but after drinking a person I used to think was a friend attacked me. Believe me I dealt with it, but I have to explain to work, and everyone what happened. Its just exhausting. I have had the little one 2 weekends in a row now, and that has been really nice. I am getting mentally ready for Chicago... only 3 days to go, depending on how you count days. I am just keeping myself busy and going through the motions right now. This weekend has been so nice with Ryder. We have spent lots of time cuddling, playing, and laughing. Just having a really great time together, I am going to miss him so much once I am in Chi town. We went to Blakes today with plans of a crawfish boil, however even on the water in Kemah no one had crawfish. So we ended up having a shrimp boil and made po boys with potatoes, and corn. It was delicious, and saves the crawfish boil for another time. I am looking forward to school being over for summer, I know its a ways away. But the summertime schedule with Ryder is better because I get him more throughout the week. Oh yeah fuck Valentines. I am spending it with my true love... my little man. And am actually more excited about the than I would be with anyone else... or at least that sounds good on paper, or in this instance on screen. Till next time.