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so i was in my room looking for something to wear tomorrow and i was like "i have.. no clothes" and well i have clothes i just.. am sick of them. and then i was like "so who really cares?" because i was having one of those classic movie-type- girl movie moments and at the moment i feel HUGE and feel like nothing fits correctly. and i started getting upset and then i was like "who am i even doing this for?"
so this is going to be one of THOSE entries.
WHO do i get dressed for in the morning?! i mean... okay you all know what i look like. and you have seen me on really good days and really bad days. and if i wear that dress... or this shirt i have on.. do you really care? i mean.. do you really care what I wear? i know I care what i wear.. i mean i don't know WHY i care. because A. we have like.. 5 days left of school and B. who do i have to impress?
but then.. it's like.. i'm not even TRYING to impress someone. if i do, awesome. yay me. but like.. i really dont care if people like my clothes so WHY do i stand infront of my mirror almost everynight and try to decide what to wear the next day? probably because im so lazy that i dont want to do it in the morning. and i want to look halfway decent.
or AM i trying to impress someone and i don't even KNOW it?
basically i don't care anymore. but i do. i havent worn these jeans since like... november.
and they dont really fit anymore. the way i want them to anyway.
HOLY SHYT SON!
okay. that's it!
so this is going to be one of THOSE entries.
WHO do i get dressed for in the morning?! i mean... okay you all know what i look like. and you have seen me on really good days and really bad days. and if i wear that dress... or this shirt i have on.. do you really care? i mean.. do you really care what I wear? i know I care what i wear.. i mean i don't know WHY i care. because A. we have like.. 5 days left of school and B. who do i have to impress?
but then.. it's like.. i'm not even TRYING to impress someone. if i do, awesome. yay me. but like.. i really dont care if people like my clothes so WHY do i stand infront of my mirror almost everynight and try to decide what to wear the next day? probably because im so lazy that i dont want to do it in the morning. and i want to look halfway decent.
or AM i trying to impress someone and i don't even KNOW it?
basically i don't care anymore. but i do. i havent worn these jeans since like... november.
and they dont really fit anymore. the way i want them to anyway.
HOLY SHYT SON!
okay. that's it!